I’ve been struggling again with balancing it all. I find value in reading other people’s blogs, but haven’t followed suit and found value in writing my own. Such a dichotomy…my life is FILLED with these sort of things….so HERE I GO! Jumping in…BOTH FEET….I”ve looked, now I am LEAPING…
I was drawn to my computer when I really SHOULD be completing this pressing project that I’ve been procrastinating about. But just sitting there a few moments ago it HIT me between the eyes what it is that has truly kept me out of the process I so LOVE!?? What is it you ask?? Fear of Failure! Yes, its a biggy…one I deal with every single moment of every single day. I find myself telling myself over and over…”you’re going to fail” and “this is how you’re going to do it”….EEK! that is enough to induce anyone’s avoidance of a task!!
So, here I am, in crunch time. I found myself in tears over the pure raw emotion of what enjoyment I get out of the actual process of “scrapbooking”. WHY then have I been avoiding it?
Well, I came up with a list….and yes, with a little arm twisting I will share it with you. So, is anyone out there? Are you curios why I’ve been holding myself back?